I’ve got an Earning Tic.
This is not good.
Let me explain.
Wanting to earn everything you receive is a good thing. No argument there. But…
When that healthy work ethic is jacked up on OCD and Guilt, life gets stupid.
For example: my default thought is “I deserve nothing.” Since I can’t put in the normal 40-hours job, I have earned nada.
See, how fast that stupid is spit out there for the world to see?
This has got to stop.
But how do you stop a tic from ticking, when your whole life is one nervous twitch?